Seo in Guk - With laughter or with tears lyric + translation

myeoch dal man-e chalyeo ibgo
nae chingudeul-eul mannass-eo
han chingu nom-i nunchi eobs-i
tto naege mul-eoss-eo
mollabogessdago daieoteu hanyago
naege mul-eoss-eo jakku mul-eoss-eo

* geudae ttaemun-e
nan babdo mos meoggo
geudae ttaemun-e
nan jamdo mos jaseo
maeil nan ileohge
gyeou beotimyeo sandago
malhago sip-eossjiman
nunmul-i nal geosman gat-aseo
usgo mal-ass-eo

nae gajoggwa chingu modu
da neoui anbuman mul-eo
sigdang-el gado eodil gado
wae honjaman wassnyago
nan geuleol ttaemada
jakkuman silgamna
niga eobsdan ge naege eobsdan ge

*Repeat

nuga mul-eodo jakku mul-eodo
ni ileum hana kkeonaeji moshae
geu han madie modeun ge da
ssod-ajyeo naolkka bwa

nunmul nalkka bwa nan deo keuge usgo
saeng-gag nalkka bwa ttan aegiman haedo
geuleolsulog ni ga jakkuman deo geuliwo
dol-aoneun gil-e ileon naega babo gat-aseo
ulgo mal-ass-eo

geuman chamji moshago
ul-eo beolyeoss-eo

TRANSLATION

For the first time in months,
I dressed up and met my friends
One friend of mine, tactlessly asked me again
If I was on a diet and that
I am unrecognizable
He asked me, he kept asking me

* I couldn’t eat
because of you
I couldn’t sleep
because of you
So every day,
I barely get through the day
I wanted to tell you but because
I was afraid I’d cry
I just smiled

My family and friends
All ask me how you are doing
When I go to a restaurant or wherever I go
They ask me why I came alone
And each time, it hits me again
That you’re not here,
that I don’t have you anymore

* Repeat

No matter who asks, no matter how much they ask
I can’t say your name out loud
Because I’m afraid that one name will make
Everything spill out

In case I might cry, I laugh louder
In case I think of you, I talk about something else
But the more I do that, I keep missing you more
And on my way home, I felt like such a fool
So I eventually cried

I couldn’t hold it in anymore
and I cried

credits:popgasa